I oscillate

Examples

I oscillate between excitement and anxiety whenever I have to give a public speech.

I oscillate in my opinion on the new policy, finding both its benefits and drawbacks equally compelling.

I oscillate between wanting to stay in and go out on Friday nights, so I usually end up doing nothing.

Synonyms

fluctuate waver vacillate swing seesaw hesitate alternate

Antonyms

stabilize remain persist stay settle fix stand