inwardly
Definitions
In a way that is felt or experienced within the mind or spirit, rather than expressed outwardly.
Toward the inside or center; internally.
Examples
She smiled inwardly at the thought of her secret surprise.
Although he appeared calm during the meeting, he was inwardly panicking about the deadline.
He groaned inwardly when he realized he had forgotten his keys again.
Synonyms
internally privately mentally secretly introspectively deeply subjectively
Antonyms
outwardly externally publicly overtly visibly openly superficially